Monday, August 29, 2011

Chap. 14: Ex-Factor (Part 2/2)

Nicki woke up around 10:21am. Her family was still at church so she was home alone. Since she had to be at the airport at 2:30pm, she decided to hit the shower right away. After she cleaned up, brushed her teeth, and did her hair, she packed her suitcase. Nicki made up the bed then carried her suitcase down stairs and sat it by the door. All she had to do now was wait for Safaree. Candi would be dropping him off so he and Nic could drive to the airport together. Nicki went in the kitchen and fixed herself something to eat. After she was well fed, she washed the dishes and went into the living room, sat on the couch and called SB.

"Hey Faree, I'm ready. You could be on your way now."

"Ard Nic. I'll be there shortly."



After they hung up, Nicki called the rest of her buddies to let them know she'd be leaving. They were all a bit sad, but they knew she couldn't stay forever. After she made her phone calls, she turned on the television and watched Judge Judy. Around 1:17pm, Mama Carol, Cai and Robert were back from church. They greeted Nicki then went to go change into something more comfy. While they were upstairs, there was a knock on the door. Nic got up to answer it. It was SB.


"Sure am."

Nicki grabbed her suitcase and then remembered something.

"Oh, wait. Let me say bye first. Um, you can wait on the couch."

SB came inside and went into the kitchen instead, he was kinda thirsty. Nicki had already began going upstairs so she didn't notice. Robert was coming down as she went up. She stopped him of course.

"Hey dad, sorry about earlier. I really shouldn't've spoken to you like that. I apologize."

"It's ok Onika. You were sayin how you felt. There's nothing wrong with that." He smiled. Nicki returned it then they embraced as she told him she was leaving. Robert patted her on the shoulder and told her to be safe. He went into the kitchen and Nic went upstairs to say goodbye to Cai and Carol. Safaree was looking in the fridge for something to drink. He settled for a bottle of Dasani. As he closed the fridge, he saw Robert walking into the kitchen. He suddenly had the urge to put it back, but instead, he closed the fridge and unscrewed the cap to take a sip. Robert walked over to the pantry, keeping his eyes on SB. He could feel Robert staring.

"What's ya problem wit me?" Safaree asked turning around to look at him. Robert shook his head.

"No problem son... No problem at all."

"Ha, who you think you foolin? I know a problem when I see one."

"Listen here boy. You're the problem. Who told you you could jus come in folks house and help yourself to their stuff without askin?"

"It's jus water..." He took another sip. "Besides, I doubt thas why you mad. I can look on your face and tell... Get over it Robert. It was years ago. If anything I helped the situation."

Nicki came downstairs and walked into the kitchen after she hadn't found Safaree in the living room. She saw them mean mugging each other like cowboys in the wild west. If they both had guns, they would've been drawn by now.

"What's this?" She asked, looking from face to face. Nicki could tell this was gonna end badly if she didn't step in.

"Your father." SB said, shaking his head with a smirk. He took another sip of water.

"Excuse me?" Robert asked with a squint.

"Oh God... Guyz please. Settle this some other time. I have a plane to catch."

"No. We can settle this now. I don't have a problem. It's him."

"Safaree no, please? Let's jus go. We hafta leave."

Nicki walked over to him and grabbed him by the wrist. She looked over at her father and thought, *Didn't I JUST apologize to you?! Ugh! Please don't piss me off again and make me regret it.* as she pulled Safaree out of the kitchen. She grabbed her suitcase and made sure Safaree was outside before her then she closed the door. When they got into the car, Nicki sat in the drivers seat then looked over at SB.

"What the fuck was that?!" She asked, hitting him on the shoulder.

"Ow? Relax. It was nothing... Ya pops jus needs to chill out. I sware that man still hates me."

Safaree shook his head and put his seatbelt on. Nicki rolled her eyes at him and put her seatbelt on as well.

"You both need to chill. You weren't the only one's hurt..."

Nic crunk up the Benz by pressing the 'push to start' button and they were off. They drove to the airport in silence, only music playing. When they arrived, the rental company was already there to pick up the Benz so Nic handed it over then went to catch her flight. Safaree wasn't too far behind her. They went through security then boarded their flight. First class. L.A. bound.

[Drake: Miami, FL. In the Studio]


Drake sat on the leather couch as Wayne recorded his verse in the booth. He and all of YMCMB were there. The song of choice today was "It's Good". While everybody was joking around, drinking and having a good time, Drake was off in his own world. He couldn't stop thinking about Nicki. Jadakiss had just went in the booth to record his part so Wayne came out and sat next to Drake.

"Aye? Wussup man? You seem out of it today. You good?"

"Yea... Jus tired, I'll be fine."
Wayne knew something was still bothering him, but he didn't ask. He felt it wasn't his place.

"Ard man." They dapped up and Wayne went over to talk to Baby. A few minutes later, Jada came out of the booth so it was now Drake's turn. He went in and started off kinda slow. His energy was way off.

"Aye Boi-1da, I'm... I'm not feelin it. Let me do that again." After a few tries, Drake still couldn't get with it. Wayne couldn't take it anymore.

"Aye man?!" He walked up to the booth's door and opened it. "Lemme holla at'chu for a second." He held the door open for Drake to walk out and they both exited the studio. They stood outside of it, in the hallway.

"Look, I know it's none of my business, but what's really up? Is it Nic?"
Drake slowly nodded his head.

"You could say that. I jus don't know what I'm gonna do. She still seemed pretty pissed last night even after I called her back and tried to explain myself."

"Aye man. She might be mad now, but she'll realize she's jus blowin this whole thing outta proportion. It'll be all good soon enough."

"Ch... I hope you right. I'm s'posed to be goin to see her tonight. I gotta fix this."

"I know things will work themselves out, but what I need you to do is get ya shit straight. We got a song to record nigga."
Drake chuckled.

"A'ight. I'm good, I'm good. Thanks man."
They slapped up and walked back in. Drake recorded his part with no trouble. Wayne's lil pep talk actually worked. Once everything was done, YMCMB parted ways. Drake headed back to his condo and packed his duffel bag. He had already made flight arrangements for L.A. earlier that day so all he had to do was drive to the airport. When he got there, he went through all the security then hopped on the plane. He was on his way to see his baby.

Drake arrived at Nicki's around 7:31pm. He crept his ferrari into her driveway, got out and went to knock on her door.

Nicki came to the door dressed in a loose-fitting white tee, her fuzzy pink slippers, grey sweatpants and her hair in a messy, but cute bun.

"Hey..." Drake said as she opened the door. Nicki looked tired. She stood in the doorway leaning her head against the door and staring at Drake as if she had given up on trying to solve a difficult puzzle. Without saying anything, Nicki rolled her eyes and sighed. She opened the door wider, let go of the doorknob then turned to go back up the steps on her left. Drake took that as his cue to come in. After he closed and locked the door, he climbed up the stairs and found his way into her living room. Drake plopped on the big, white couch as Nicki came from out of her kitchen with a bowl of cranberries and almonds. She sat on the brown seat across from him and kicked her feet up on the ottoman. He looked at her and she looked at him, then she picked the remote up to turn the television on.

"So you not gon speak to me?" Drake asked, sitting comfortably on her couch. He had both arms on top of the sofa and his feet flat on the floor. Nicki sat back in her Lazy Boy recliner and looked at him, she still hadn't said a word.

"So we're gonna play this game? Give Drake the silent treatment... How fun?" He asked sarcastically, with a smirk.

"Nobody's givin ya ass the silent treatment. You came here to talk so talk..."

"Lose the attitude first."

"Lose the attitude? Don't start with me right now. You're lucky I let you in..."

"You still mad huh?"

"Am I still mad? Oh, I don't know... My boyfriend just forgot to mention he had an ex-fiancé. That's all. Im not mad..." Drake looked at her.

"Nic, we went over this already. I thought we buried it last nite?"

"I thought so too Drake, but on the plane... I had some time to think to myself... I jus feel like I don't really know who you are..."

"Nicki come on. You know me. I-"

"No Aubrey, if that is your real name, I don't. I only know what you've told me. And frankly, thas not much."

Nicki sat the half empty bowl on her coffee table and stood up to ascend the spiral staircase leading into her bedroom. Drake hopped up and stopped her by reaching for her arm.

"You know the basics." She spun around to face him.

"The basics? Drake?! The basics???? What else are you hiding from me?!" She shoved him in his chest with both hands. He stumbled back a little, almost falling back onto the couch. Nicki was starting to get pissy.

"Nicki stop. I'm not hiding anything. I told you last night it's hard for me to open up. Jus like you, I've been hurt in the past so it's not that easy for me to let my guard down. It jus takes time..."
(Takes time... Takes time... Hmmm.... Where has Nic heard that before? Oh that's right! Mama Carol! The person who's useful advice she's NOT taking!! Smh, tsk, tsk Onika)

"So what... Jus because those past relationships didn't work out for you, you're refusing to let me in? Im not those girls Aubrey!" Nicki folded her arms.

"I know you're not, but like I said. It's difficult for me. You should know that by now at least."

"I'm not sure I do! Who are you Mr. Graham?! Are you even Jewish?!" She shoved him again, but he stood his ground this time.

"Onika, stop..." He said calmly.

"Have you murdered any one Drake?!" She mushed him in his face.

"Onika..." Drake exhaled deeply, closing his eyes.

"Were you really born in Canada?!"
She asked, rolling her neck with lots of sass and attitude.

"You know what?" She smirked. "I bet you like dudes to!!!! Don't you?!" She yelled, pointing her finger in his face. Drake frowned at that last bit, he clenched his teeth and exhaled through his nose.

"Do you have any children I should know about?!?!" Nicki mushed him in his face again.

"STOP IT!!! JUS SHUT THE FUCK UP AND STOP!!!!" Wrong move. Drake lost it. He turned into the Hulk within seconds. Nicki was extremely startled by it. Her eyes widened and she jumped a few inches out of her skin with a gasp. She pushed him too far and she knew it. Nicki dropped her arms and looked at Drake's reddened face. Her heart was beating a little faster than usual.


Nicki quickly shook her head no like she was the child being scolded by her teacher for doing something wrong.


Nicki looked up at Drake with guilt in her eyes. She knew she was giving him a hard time so she just bit her lip and listened to what he had to say... or yell rather.


Drake walked closer to her and she took a step back, allowing her back to meet the facade of the fireplace. He put his right hand on the shelf atop the fireplace, just a little to the right above her head, and took a deep breath while leaning over her.

"Listen....." He breathed in a low, somber tone. He closed his eyes then slowly reopened them. "I... I apologize for jus blowin up on you like that... You jus weren't listenin to me, it seemed like the only way to get your attention..."
Nicki cleared her throat and looked up at him with glossy eyes before she spoke.

"I know... It's my fault... I'm... I'm sorry..." She said, almost whispering it.

"I don't wanna ever do that again... I hate havin to raise my voice to get a point across. It jus doesn't sit well with me.... Forgive me?" Nicki shook her head yes.

"No, I mean for everything that's happened these last few days... You forgive me?"

"Yes... I forgive you Aubrey. I'm really sorry. I am... Can you find it in your heart to forgive me?" She asked lowly, holding her head down, but looking up at him and fiddling with her hands while covering her top lip with her bottom. She still felt a bit guilty.

"Of course. You're forgiven. You understand it jus takes time rite?"

"Yea... patience is key."

"Can I have a hug?"

Nicki leaned forward, off of the fireplace, and wrapped her arms around his warm torso, laying her head on his chest.

"And a kiss?" Nicki smiled and planted a big wet one on his right cheek.

"Since when we start doin that?" Nicki giggled then pecked him on the lips. He smiled and went back over to the sofa to get his cell phone. Nicki grabbed the bowl of cranberries and almonds from off the coffee table and took them in the kitchen. Drake headed down the steps to the front door after he got his phone.

"See you baby. Ima be at the Ritz-Carlton, call you when I get there." Nicki came out of the kitchen, just before he opened the door. She stood near the dining room table with the blue lights overhead.

"No! I mean... You... you don't hafta leave... You can stay here with me? There's plenty of room..." Drake smiled.

"It's ok Nic. My room's already ready. I'll be fine."

"But... I don't... I don't want you to go. Can you jus stay tonight? Please?" Drake winked at her and walked outside, closing the door behind him. Nicki's jaw dropped. *He wouldn't do that to me!* She thought. *Would he? :(* She hurried down the steps to the front door to see if he left. Before she could reach the door knob, Drake came back in with his duffel bag. Nicki shrieked and squeezed him into a tight hug.

"Aww, I love you baby. Don't play with my emotions like that."

"Haha, I love you too." He closed the door while Nicki went up the steps to sit on the big, white couch.

"Come join me." She said patting the cushion next to her.

"I need a shower first... Which way is your bathroom?" Nicki got up and showed him. She then came back down the spiral staircase and went to lay on the couch. An hour passed before Drake emerged from the steamy bathroom.

He came out in only briefs and socks. This made Nicki's insides smile, and it showed. He sat his duffel on top of the brown, leather ottoman and glanced back at Nic before he bent over and began to dig through it.



"What's with that goofy grin on your face?" He asked smiling.

"Oh! Nothing... I was jus thinkin about some... things..."

"Haha, oh really?" He asked, zipping up his duffel. She nodded then he stood up and walked over to sit on the couch with her. Drake placed his arm around her shoulder and pulled her close.

"Like what?" Nicki smiled.

"Nothing really. I was just admiring your fine ass... abs..." She admitted, staring at them.
Drake smiled that wonderful smile of his and kissed Nicki on her cheek. She blushed and adverted her eyes toward the television.

"What's this?" He asked.

"Ha, I have no idea..."

Drake grabbed the remote and started flipping through channels.

"Heeey, I didn't say I didn't like it."
Drake shrugged and continued to flip. He found something decent they both liked and they sat there, comfortably cuddled close. Hours passed as they watched a few movies and shared laughs and snacks. It was now 12am so Nicki decided to go put on her jammies. She came back down into the living room wearing a long shirt, thongs and grey socks.

She noticed Drake was dozing off. Nicki walked over and sat next to him on the edge of the couch.

"You tired babe?" She asked, rubbing his arm. Drake lazily opened his eyes, looked at her then closed them again.

"Yea..." He yawned.

"Oh... Well... You don't have to sleep right here..."

"I'll be fine." He said, getting comfortable.

"You can sleep upstairs... in my bed... with me... if you want..."
"I'm good Nic, really."

Nicki frowned. She quit trying to get him in her bed. She was a bit sad he turned down her offer though.


She turned off the tv and kissed his cheek. Nicki then turned off all the lights and looked his way one last time before she went upstairs to her room. She lie in her bed assuming Drake was serious about not joining her until she heard footsteps minutes later. He came into her dark room and crawled in bed on the right side of Nicki, laying on his back.

"I see you changed your mind." She said with a smile.

"Yea, I couldn't let you sleep alone." Nicki scooted herself close to him and rested her head on his chest; he put his arm around her. Minutes passed as they lie there in complete silence before Nicki spoke up.

"Where were you when I needed you?"

"Hmm?" Drake looked down at her, Nicki lifted her head up off his chest a little to look at him. The moonlight shone through the windows, illuminating their faces perfectly.

"Where were you when I needed you?"

"Right here baby."

"No, I mean before... I know it sounds strange, but before I met you..... All those guys I've dated in the past were all wrong for me. They didn't care about me as much as you do. They treated me horribly, but at the time I was too blind to see they were no good for me. I was looking for all the wrong things. I didn't think it'd be possible to ever find a good man, but..... I've found you... You're everything and more. You're the man I needed then and now."

A tear rolled down her cheek.

"You're the man I've searched for all my life, but could never manage to find. And I was thinkin, where were you when I needed you... to pull me out of all those fucked up relationships... I know you can't answer that. I don't expect you to. I'm jus happy you're here with me. After all these years, I've finally met the right one."

Drake wiped the tears from her face.

"Instead of askin yourself, where was I when you needed me, think of it like this... I was searching for you. Waiting patiently for the right time to come into your life..."

This made Nicki cry even more, she was happy. It seemed like Drake always had the right answer even if she couldn't manage to find it.

"I love you Aubrey." She kissed him, her cheeks wet with tears.

"I love you too Onika. You should never hafta ask that question again. I'll always be right here. Shit, I'd die for you girl. Hahaha." Nicki laughed with him.

"Don't say things like that babe. I don't know what I'd do if I lost you." Drake smiled.

"Ard, I won't say it again. But jus know I mean that..." He kissed her. They passionately tongue wrestled for quite some time before Nicki laid her head back down on his bare chest. She bent her knee and brought her left leg up, resting the inside of her thigh on Drake's pelvic area. She was slightly on top of him as she rested her left arm on his chest. About twenty minutes passed while Nicki toyed with the pendant on the chain around Drake's neck. He was already knocked out and she was just starting to tire. He lay on his back, of course, with his right hand under his head and his left arm around Nicki's waist. They slept that way through half of the night. :)

Yaaay!!! :D I fixed it! Happy? Lol, I'll never make that mistake again! I kno u guyz like happy Dricki, so do I!!! Now I feel good again! ^_^ Don't b shy ppl, plz comment! Even if u're reading this years after i posted, still comment, lol! Nd idc if u type over 140 characters! This isn't twitter so feel free to comment away! I love you all!

Here's the wonderful song this chapter's titled after! Listen 2 it plz! It's Lauryn Hill so if you don't press play, you've committed a SIN!! Hahaha!! :p

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Sunday, August 28, 2011


Gotcha!! Lol, i bet half of yall went, "Ooo!" Hahaha! Well now that i have the minds of u FREAKS! pay close attention! This is a special shout out post for all the writers!! I've been meaning to do one of these since like FOREVER but I've never got around to it. *Trey voice* Leggo!

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S/O 2 the one and only Jammy Jam!! aka @Jamrock_Barbie Barb, u r the best!! Ur Dricki is just like WOW! I love how Candi & Lauren r trouble makers, lol. Nd Nic is so hard headed at times! Btw, does Drake kno abt the twins yet? O.o I 4get. Anyhoot, follow this dime and read her fic!! Oh! And one more thing Jam... I've yet 2 get mi Sunny Doodle's!! ;) <~ JUST L.O.V.E.

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If I didn't shout you out, don't feel bad. I love you all the same!! :) I jus have bad memory, lol. I have a confession to make too... *huffs* since I love you, im letting you guyz kno... that I follow ALOT of fictions! It's hard for me to read them all so I haven't :( I've read like half of wut I follow up to this point. But don 't worry, if I haven't read urs, I will eventually, thas y I followed it! Lol, Nd if u have a fic u want me 2 read jus let me kno and I'll follow :) Idk when I'll get around to reading it, but I WILL read it!

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I thank you all for reading my Dricki! It means ALOT to me! If I didn't name u here I probably shouted you out. Or possibly forgotten, I apologize abt that, but I can only remember so much & go by wut I c on twitter or in these comments, BUT I still thank u 4 reading!! Or redain as Dex would have me say, lol. Thank you to all the Anonymous ppl too, u're just as important!! I love you all!! Thank you!! Muuuuuuuaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh! Don't 4get 2 watch our Queen on MTV at the VMA's this Sunday @ 9pm EST!!! Deuces!! :p

Friday, August 26, 2011

Chap. 14: Ex-Factor (Part1/2)

Hey guyz. This starts off from where the Sneak Peek ends so if u havent read that, go read that!! Btw, I'm posting from mi iPod so no fancy colors :( U still should b able 2 follow who says what tho. Hope you like...

Chapter 14:

Drake opened his door and slammed it behind him. Wayne stood there rocking on the heels of his shoes with his hands in his pockets; he looked like a big kid. A few seconds later, the door opened again.

"Sorry Wayne. Did you wanna come in?"

Wayne stepped forward then quickly turned around facing Alicia. Without saying anything, he reached deep into his left pocket and pulled out a five. He slapped the bill in her hand and said, "The bus stop is that way." as he pointed her in the direction. He patted her on the shoulder and turned around pulling up his pants then went inside, leaving Alicia standing there dumbfounded.
While inside, Drake headed to his kitchen with Wayne on his heels.

"Aye man? What the fuck was that all about?"

"I can't tell you right now..."

"Well shit, can I guess? Haha" He said pulling out a seat at the kitchen table. Drake was searching for something in his fridge.

"Be my guest..."

"Well I think-"

"Scratch that. Don't guess."

"Look nigga, whether I say it out loud or not, I know what the fuck's goin on."
Drake side eyed him and took a sip of his canned Coca Cola.

"Is that so?"

"Most definitely. I've had time to think about it on the way over. Now here's what I think... I think, you fuckin Nic."
Drake put the can back in the fridge and closed it, then turned to face Wayne.

"Here's how I came to that conclusion. One, when she called ya phone earlier, she was beyooond horny. You musta put it on her cuz shorty was cravin her some Drizzy. Talkin bout some, hey baby? You alone? Hahaha! Then started talkin bout some phone sex. Ch... I admit... Had me a lil turned on..."

Wayne mumbled that last part under his breath while adverting his vision.
Drake squinted at him and frowned a little, but continued to listen, arms folded.

"Two, Nic was hella pissed when she found out little miss Asian persuasion was over here." Wayne paused for a second.

"And three?"

"Oh naw, thas it." He said shaking his head.

"You fuckin Nic." Drake sighed and headed to his balcony.

"So am I right?!"

"I told ya short ass I couldn't tell you." Drake said, walking away. Wayne got up and followed him.

"Y'all gon tell me sooner or later..."

"Keep thinkin that..."

While on the balcony, Wayne and Drake talked for a minute about everything except Nicki. It was getting close to 3:30am so Wayne decided to leave.

"Ard man, I'll see you at the studio tomorrow." They dapped up and Drake shut his front door behind Wayne. He walked to his room, took a shower and then decided to call Nic. He dialed and dialed, but she didn't pick up. Drake knew she wasn't asleep because she never went to bed angry. He tried and tried again and again until finally he heard her voice.

"What?! Don't you get it?! If I didn't answer the third, fourth, or twentieth time you called, what makes you think I wanna talk to you?!"

"Onika, I know you're mad, but you're getting yourself worked up for no reason. Nothing happened with me and Alicia, and nothing will happen."

".......are you sure?"

"Am I sure? Onika, listen to yourself. You're being a bit ridiculous. Do you really think I would sleep with her? Honestly, ask yourself that question."

"Well...... No Drake, I don't...."


"I only said that because.... because I was mad... I didn't know what else to say. I know you'd never do that to me..."

"Ha, okaaay? So, are we good?"

"Not quite..."


"I still wanna know when you were gonna tell me about her. If at all... Were you even plannin on tellin me Drake?"

"Onika. I.... I don't know...."

"You don't know?! Drake??? I tell you EVERYTHING!" She exclaimed, raising her voice. "I don't hold back my feelings! When I'm with you, I have no secrets! I can say whatever, do whatever, be who I am. And here you are tellin me you don't know?! I'm giving this relationship my all, and you're not even trying!! If I didn't ask, I bet you would've never told me who she was... Would you?!"

"I'm givin us a huned percent jus as much as you are-"

"No you're not!"

"Yes! I am! Onika listen... It didn't cross my mind to tell you right away. I had a couple drinks and I wasn't thinkin straight, but I'm positive I would've told you eventually. I know you want a definite answer, but I'm not finna stand here and say, Oh yea, I was gon tell you earlier, when I know damn well thas a lie! Now have I ever lied to you?"

"Omitting the truth is lying Drake!"

"Look, I admit it. Maybe I shoulda told you about her sooner. But I didn't lie."


"Nicki listen, whether you wanna believe me or not, I love you. You're the only one for me. It's jus it takes me a bit longer than you to open up. I'm not holdin back, at least I try not to. I wanna tell you everything, but it's hard for me at times."

"It was hard for me too Aubrey, but I did it. I shared everything with you."

"I know Onika... Look, I need to have this conversation with you face to face. I'll be back in a couple days."

"Don't waste your time. I won't be here."

"Where you goin?"

"Back to LA..."

"Well I'll see you there then."

"Drake, I-"

"No excuses, I love you and I'll see you there. Goodnight."


Drake hung up the phone and laid back on his bed. He reached over to turn off the lamp on his night stand and thought about Nicki til he fell asleep.


"Ugh, I cannot believe him..." She mumbled to herself. Nic was still upset so she decided to go into the kitchen and rummage through the pantry for snacks. She came across a huge brown bag of milk chocolate M&M's. Nicki didn't hesitate to grab them. She went to go get a crystal, glass bowl out of the cabinet above the sink and dumped them all in. She sat down at the island and picked through them, nibbling on them one by one. Both her parents came downstairs in their pajamas. Even though it was 4:06am, it was now Sunday and they were getting ready for church, they wanted to catch the early service at 6am and it was about an hour drive to get there so they wanted to get started early.

"Hey sweetie. What are you still doin up?" Nicki looked over at her mom and shrugged with a half smile.

"I guess I couldn't sleep..." Papa Robert waved at Nic then went into the basement to get something out of the dryer. Mama Carol waited for him to leave then she walked up to Nicki.

"Don't lie to me Onika. I heard you on the phone all night. What's wrong honey?" Nicki looked into her bowl of M&M's and sighed. She didn't wanna cry, but she could feel the tears ready to roll.

"Ma, I jus... I don't know..." Mama Carol began to rub her on her back.

"Talk to me sweetie." A tear rolled down Nic's right cheek and then another down her left.

"Is there something wrong with me mommy?"

"Onikaaa? Why would you ask such a thing?" Nicki wiped a tear away from her face, but that just cleared the way for another to fall.

"Because... I feel like I'm always overreacting and blowing things out of proportion... I never mean to, but I jus... I can't help it."

"This has something to do with Jesus doesn't it?" Mama Carol asked with a smile. Nicki giggled and smiled back.

"Haha, yea... It does."

"Well Nika, if he can't see you for-"

"Mm, mm *shakes head* It's not that ma... I jus feel like I don't know who he really is... I thought I did. Thought I knew everything, but I don't. I jus found out tonight that he has an ex-fiancé and the thing about that is I basically had to find out on my own *eats M&M*"

"Well some things take time Onika. You can't learn everything about someone all at once. It just takes time sweetie. Have patience. I'm sure there's a lot more you'll learn about him in the days to come. Same with him. I'm sure he doesn't know everything about you no matter how much you claim you told him. Every day is another chance to learn something new. Don't shut him out just yet darling. I haven't met him, but I think you should give him a second chance."

"You're right... I'm glad you're here to help. Thank you mama."

Nicki hugged her mother and wiped the remaining tears from her face. Mama Carol walked over to the pantry and looked for something. Robert came back upstairs with some clothing in his arms. Macaiah sleepily came down the steps in his pj's.

"Whoa! You're up early lambchop!"

"I had to be. You're phone kept ringing..." He said groggily. "Safaree called you three times." He walked over, rubbing his eye, and handed Nicki her phone. Papa Robert rolled his eyes.

"I saw that pop."

"What? You know I don't like that boy Onika. Come here Cai, take this." He said, handing him a few garments.

"Dad, he's a man now. You really need to get over it."

"Onika?" Mama Carol said, looking over at her. Nicki ate half a handful of M&M's and said, "What? I'm telling the truth. Ma come on. You were the one that always said forgive and forget. You swore up and down by that. I mean, it took me a while, but I forgave pop for what he did to me. And it's jus not fair for him to stand here and hold grudges. He needs to forgive Safaree." Papa Robert fell silent. Macaiah could feel the tension in the room. He looked at all their faces then headed back upstairs without a word.

"Onika? Don't take your anger out on your father."

"No Carol. She's said her piece... I'll be upstairs." Robert shut the door to the basement and looked away from Nicki with hurt in his eyes.

"Now why would you go and do that? I don't care how old you are. Don't speak to your father like that."

"Mom, I have nothing against him. I jus feel it's not fair that I had to forgive him, but he can't forgive Safaree. Like...? That's not fair. *pops an M&M*"

Mama Carol pulled a box of Honey Nut Cheerio's out of the pantry and sat it on the island.

"What's gotten into you? I think you're getting a little too ahead of yourself miss. Slow down. Take it one step at a time. And think about what you say to people. Especially your own father. Seems like you really hurt him with that. I'll be back."

Mama Carol gave Nic a final glance as if she were looking for her daughter inside the person eating those M&M's. She walked upstairs and Nicki looked into the bowl. She stopped eating them and slid the crystal glass away from her. She called Safaree back to find out what he wanted. He just called to let her know what time their flight back to Los Angeles would be. After she hung up, she felt a little sleepy. Nicki decided it was time to get some rest. She wasn't as upset as she had been earlier so sleep was definitely going to work out. She headed upstairs and crashed on the guest bed while her family got ready for church.

This is all I had :/ Plz comment. Part 2 should b up whenever... I wasn't really feelin this chapter but it had 2 b written. I promise you guys more exciting things will happen if we ever get over this bump in the road.

Oh, and one more thing, I tried to find a song about this particular part of the chapter cuz the song I did have goes with part 2 better. It doesn't exactly say what I want it to, but it's the closest I could get. Here it is ~>

Sunday, August 21, 2011

*whispers* Sneak Peek! Ssshhh!!!

I have posting FEVER!!!!! Lmao, i couldn't hold it in... here is only a snippet of wut's tuh cum. *pauz*

"That's all?? That's ALL?! Then why the FUCK that bitch tell me you'd be busy tonight?! Like she was about to get some?! Who the fuck is SHE?!"
Drake took a deep breath and replied,

"My ex... fiancé…"
"And?! The bitch couldn't catch the bus home?! You coulda jus gave her—“ Nicki caught herself before she went any further.
"Wait... Did you say fiancé?"
Drake nodded his head and said, "Yea..." Nicki lowered her voice. She sounded a bit more hurt now, but still angry.
"When were you gonna tell me you had an ex-fiancé Aubrey? I... I didn't know you were engaged before..."
"Nic I'm sorry. I didn't think it was important, I mean it was, but it was a long time ago and I was-"
"Whatever Drake... glad you love me enough to tell me everything..." She said sarcastically.
"Onika I-"
"Listen Drake, have fun with her tonight... Ha, it's not like you needed my approval though. Seems like you were gonna fuck her anyway huh?"
"Noooo!!! Onika, I was only-"
"Bye Drake."
Nicki hung up leaving Drake standing on his doorstep with Wayne and Alicia staring at him. 
"Well um... Now that that's over, mind taking me home now?" Drake turned to look at her.
"Fuck you!! You the reason I'm in this shit Alicia! Ain't nobody tell you to answer my phone!"
"My phone..."
They both looked at Wayne and he shut up.
"What the fuck were you doin in my room anyway?! You shoulda stayed ya ass downstairs!!"
"NO! As a matter of fact, I shoulda left ya dumbass at Mansion!!"
Drake was furious. He felt like stomping the shit out of her right there, but he'd never put his hands on a woman. He was a gentlemen and Sandi taught him better than that.
"Ooo!!! I really hate yo ass right now!! But you know what?" He began to laugh a liddle. "This? Is all my fault, what the fuck was I sippin on tonight? Why… haha, why the FUCK did I agree to take Yo ass home? Haha, I have no fuckin idea. It's always the good guys who finish last right?"
Wayne could tell Drake was burning inside.
"See... This is one of the reason's I left ya ass Alicia. Too much damn drama!" He yelled. "All you do is start trouble! What the fuck did you tell her when she called?!"
"I jus said you were freshening uuup..... and.... I told her to call back in the morning cuz..... that's when I'd be gone?"
"What the fuck made you say some shit like that?! Who the hell do you think you are?! Me and you are NOT together anymore! I don't love you!! I won't EVER love you!! I don't even like you!!"
"You don't hafta love me Aubrey. Who said I wanted you back? That's you jumping to conclusions... as always..."
"Fuck you Alicia."
Drake turned around to unlock his door.
"Wait, I still need a ride home Drake!"
"And?! You can NOT be fucking serious right now!! Find ya own way! Just get the fuck off my property! You done already fucked my life up and it's only been an hour! Dumb bitch!"

Ok. No more posts 2day! Lol

Chap. 13: Thee Exchange

Since I couldn’t sleep last nite…. Oh, nd excuse the error’s…. I’ll admit, this isn’t mi best work, but hey, I tried *shrugs*

Chapter 13:

*buzzzz buzzzz*

"Drizzaaayy!! Where you been nigga? Ain't seen yo ass in a few months. Workin hard on that album huh?"
"Ha, ey Wayne. You could say that, but um about that album man... It's kinda been post-"
"Hold that thought. I need you to do me a favor. I hope you not busy."
"Nah, what's good?"
"I'm workin on a few new singles for The Carter IV. I need ya vocals for this hook and a couple verses man."
"Ard man, I gotchu."
"Don't make no plans for the nex few days!"
"Hahaha, I already know. Where you at?"
"In the studio down Miami. Be here asap."
"Ard, already on my way."
Drake hung up his blackberry and hopped up off the couch. He turned his flat screen off and headed to his bedroom to pack his duffel. When he had everything he needed, he called Nicki.
"Heeey baaaby. *smiles* You miss me already?"
"Hahaha, you've only been gone a couple hours and yet.... I feel like you never left..." He replied, pulling the thongs he kept of hers out of his pocket. Drake put them in his nightstand and carried his duffel bag into the living room, placing it on the couch.
"But that's not why I called you."
"Oh... Well what's up then?"
"Wayne jus hit me up and he needs me in Miami for a couple days to work on a couple songs."
"Aww, you're leaving me?" She whined.
"I'll be back, I promise."
"I'm gonna miss you. Don't you forget to call me either."
"Hahaha, how can I forget? Your voice is beautiful. Not hearin it drives me crazy."
"Yea bay?"
"Stop being so corny please." She bluntly stated. They both laughed and Drake was about to speak, but Nicki cut him off.
"Hey babe? I think that omelet you made me this morning has already taken effect... My ass feels like it got a liddle bigger…” She said, looking back and popping her booty in the mirror to check it out. “I needa work out."
"Work out?!"
"Haha! Yea, I'm for real!"
"I know, I ain't doubt you for a second. I squeeze it and I could tell how it feel."
"Wait, what?! What are you getting at Aubrey?"
"Hahaha, I'm jus--"
"Oh, baby I gotta go! Macaiah is callin me, we'll talk about this later. Lemme know when you land. Love you, muuuaah!!"

And with that, she hung up. Drake smiled to himself and then called his pilot to make flight arrangements. Three hours later, around 8:40 something, Drake arrived in Miami. He texted Nic to let her know he was there safely then headed to his condo to drop off his duffel. Drake then drove to the studio to meet up with Weezy.
"Ayyyyeee!!! Wuddup Drizzy?" Wayne said, dapping him up.
"Aye bruh? What's good?"
"Chillin. Jus laid a few verses for "She Will" and I need you on that.... Aye? Play that real quick." Wayne said, talking to T-Minus, the producer, and taking a sip from his foam cup. Drake bobbed his head to the beat as he sat down and took out his blackberry. He started singing bits and pieces of a hook to himself as he typed them into his phone. About seven minutes later, he had what he needed and headed into the booth.
"Turn me up T."
The beat started playing and Drake waited for his cue. He recorded the hook over and over ‘til he got it right then stepped out of the booth to hear it.

~ She just started to pop it for a nigga and looked back, told me "baby it's real"
And I say I ain't doubt you for a second, I squeeze it, I could tell how it feel
I wish we could take off and go anywhere but here, baby you know the deal
Cause she bad, so maybe she won't but shit, then again, maybe she will... ~

Wayne nodded his head."Not bad."
Drake smiled and turned around placing his Blackberry on top of the brown mini fridge, next to Wayne's. He grabbed a bottle of water out of it and was about to head back into the booth to record his verse, but Wayne stopped him.
"Aye, what the hell is that on the back of ya neck man?" He looked at T-Minus and they both looked at Drake. He reached his hand up and felt the back of his neck.
"Damn man, I don't even know..." He lied. Drake couldn't tell them about Nicki, if he did, she'd kill him and he was not trying to die.
"Sure look like something to me." Wayne got up out of his chair to get a closer look (nosey self).
"Yo?! What bitch you get wit? Shorty gotchu you good! You musta been hittin it right for lil mama to scratch you like that!" T-Minus and Wayne both bust out in laughter. Drake forced a laugh along with them.
"I guess man... Well let me record this real fast so I can go, need my rest."
"Why so early? We bout to head out to Mansion and meet up wit the fella's after this. Come on wit us."
"Naw man *fake yawn* I can't, I'm kinda tired anyway. Lemme jus lay this verse."
"Well I ain't one to beg. You do you, I'll jus tell the guys you can't hang..." Drake knew what Wayne was trying to do...
"Ard man, stop the bullshit. I'll go."
"Ayyyee!! Hahaha, that's the Drizzy I know!" He patted Drake on the back and grabbed his blackberry off the top of the mini fridge, slipping it in his pocket. Drake went in the booth, recorded his verse then came out. T-Minus saved everything and closed up his MacBook.
"A'ight y'all, let's go."

When they arrived at Mansion Nightclub, everybody was in VIP. Mack had a couple girls on his lap and Streetz was trying to book one. Jae was talking to Baby and Gudda while Tyga had some cuties huddled around him. Drake wasn't feeling the vibe. The only girl he wanted was back in New York, somewhere he wasn't.
"Aye Wuddup Drizz?" Tyga slapped him a cool five. Wayne, T-Minus and Drake greeted the guyz then went to their respective areas. Wayne was talking to two tipsy girls near the restrooms, Minus buying a drink for some chick and her friend's and Drake headed straight to the bar. He wasn't much of a liquor person. Wine was more his taste, but he was out at a club so he had a few shots. Moments later, an Asian girl in a cute dress and heels with a drink in her hand tapped Drake on his shoulder. He turned around and saw her gingerly sipping her drink.
"Hey stranger?" She said, waving.
Drake looked her up and down then turned back around.
"Aw, don't be that way. Can I talk to you for a moment?"Drake shrugged and she sat down next to him. She talked his ear off the entire time! He tried to leave, but she just followed him. She left once, but found her way back with sad news.
"Hey Drake? Do you mind taking me home? My ride ditched me..."Drake was a liddle fed up. This girl had been touching on him all night and he was not happy about that. But he didn't want her to leave alone. It was dark outside and anything could happen to her if she were to leave by herself. Drake would've felt like shit if he woke up the next morning and saw her as a missing person on the news. Sooo, he didn't say no. When everybody left the club, Drake stopped by his house before taking her home. He got out of his car and told her to stay put, but she had to pee so he let her in. She used the guest bathroom while Drake was upstairs in his. When she finished, she snuck upstairs into his room. And fiddled with stuff on his dresser. Moments later, his phone started to buzz, so she picked it up off the dresser and answered it.


"Damn I'm beat. Ain’t think all three of us could fit in that stall, but damn. Those girls were some kinda flexible." He said to himself, falling back onto the couch in his suite. Wayne slowly began to fall asleep. Ten minutes later, around 1 something, his Blackberry began to buzz, he reached into his pocket, eyes still closed and answered it.
"Mm?" He asked, half sleep.
"Mmmmm, hey baby? You alone? I'm..... kinda horny..... I think maybe you could help me fix that...." A woman said in thee most seductive voice ever! Wayne could hear the sex clinging to her vocal cords. He sat up so fast, looking at his phone he almost fell off the couch. He saw Nicki's name on the Caller I.D.
"Ooooo! Yeeeess!" She moaned. "That's what they call me... Lewinsky if ya nasty... *sluuurp* Haha!"
Wayne looked at the phone again. He noticed it was blue and not black. Damn! He picked up Drake's phone instead of his!
"What's wrong baby? Never had phone sex before? I'll gladly teach you.... Just tell me what you wanna do to me... I'll be sure to make it fun...."
"Baby?! Nicki?! What the hell?!"
"Wait a minute..." She said, snapping out of her sexually explicit state of mind. "WAYNE?!?! What the fuck are you doing with Aubrey's phone?!?!"
"What the fuck are you doin callin Aubrey’s phone?! At this time of night?! Moanin nd shit?!” Then Wayne realized something. “A Yo?! Hahahaha.... What the fuuuuuuck...." He said shaking his head and giggling in disbelief while rubbing his free hand over his face.
"A Yo Nic? Tell me wha- Nic? Hel, hello??" Nicki quickly hung up the phone. She was so embarrassed and didn't know what the hell to do, but she was smart. She figured if Wayne had Drake's phone, then maybe Drake had Wayne's. She quickly called it.
"Um, hey... Is Drake there?"
"Yea, but he's in the bathroom freshening up for me. You can call back in the morning, beside's, I'll be gone by then. He's gonna be a bit busy tonight. Hahaha." The woman hung up the phone without giving Nicki a chance to respond.
"BUSY?!" Nicki asked herself out loud. She dialed back, but immediately got the voice mail. Nic was not one to play games. She called Drake's phone back, which Wayne still had, and waited for him to pick up.
"Now tell me what the fuck that was about! You screwin Drizzy?!"
"Wayne, I'll explain later, can you jus do me a huge favor?! Please?!" Wayne could hear the urgency in her voice, she sounded MORE than pissed!
"Whoa! What's wrong Nic? Calm down!"
"Wayne, listen to me! Drake has your phone, I need you to go to his condo for me right now! Jus tell'm you came to exchange. But don't tell him I sent you!"
"Ok, ok. Jus chill lil mama. I gotchu."
"Thank you Wayne."

[At Drake's]

"You ready Alicia?" He asked, grabbing his car keys off his dresser.
"Yea, and by the way... Some trick called you." Alicia said, handing Drake Wayne's phone.
"This isn't mine. Stop playin games girl. Give it to me."
"That's what I've been trying to do all night." She said, wrapping her arms around Drake's neck. He nudged her off.
"Get the fuck off me girl! I'm jus takin yo ass home! Now where the hell is my phone?!"
"Ooo, we're a little cranky tonight aren't we?" Alicia asked.
"Look, I done told you I'm seeing somebody right now. I'd appreciate it if you kept ya hands to yourself."
"Fine!" She said, handing him the phone and folding her arms. Drake turned it back on and saw the greeting "Wayne's World"
"The fuck?" He asked himself. He then realized he had the wrong Blackberry. He walked to his front door dialing his own number with Alicia following behind him. When he got to the door, Wayne was just about to knock.
"Aye yo Drizzy?! Man, I'ont know what the fuck you done did, but jus know Nic is pissed off with you." They exchanged phones.
"What? Why?"
"I'ont know man. What's goin on witchu and her? She seemed real upset."
"I'll tell you ‘bout it later. Come on." He nodded his head at Alicia to exit so he could lock his front door.
"Hey beautiful." Wayne said to Alicia. She blushed and waved at him. Drake dialed Nicki back, he didn't know what to expect.
"Hey baby, what's wrong?"
"Don'tchu hey baby me! Who the fuck is she Aubrey?!"
Drake looked confused as fuck. He looked at Wayne for an answer, but he just shrugged with his hands in his pockets. Alicia smiled as Drake looked at her. He put the phone to his chest and asked her, "Did she call earlier?" Alicia nodded her head with a smile.
"You betta say somethin Aubrey!!" Drake put the phone back up to his ear after he rolled his eyes at Alicia.
"Look Nicki, it's not what you think. I'm jus takin her home baby, that's all." He was right. Alicia's home girl ran off with some dude and left her with no way home. Being the nice guy that Drake is, when she asked him if he would drive her, he agreed.
"That's all?? That's ALL?! Then why the FUCK that bitch tell me you'd be busy tonight?! Like she was about to get some?! Who the fuck is SHE?!"
Drake took a deep breath and replied,
"My ex... fiancé…"


Ask her nd she'll tell u she wuz a Go-Go dancer...
*whispers: liar...*

The finished product:

Um, comment if you wanna...